It’s been a while since I’ve written you. I hope you’re doing well. I had a dream with you last night and I woke up feeling very strange. You see, I started self-hypnosis as part of my therapy yesterday and maybe that caused me to dream about you. But the dream really almost confirmed what I keep feeling all along… Should we be going through this separation? It felt eerily odd yet comforting to sit on your lap and hug you in the dream but it almost felt like that’s where I belonged. Marriage is a heavy commitment. One not to be taken lightly. Which is why I decided that no one should be marrying young. You don’t truly learn the meaning of commitment until you get married. And if you’re learning this lesson young, you may rebel against it and wind up where I’m at… I hope we get some closure soon because this isn’t helping at this point. We either need to be or not to be. But please make this a priority already. It’s driving me nuts. On top of that, there are a lot of disadvantages of being separated. For example, I can’t get decent rates for insurance coverage because I am filing separately versus filing as a single person. So no matter how far away I go, you’ll always be there to remind me that you’re still in my life someway, somehow.
Not amused with life today,