So… You push me away a lot and I feel like fire and fire just isn’t a good idea. Why do I need to teach you how to treat me? Why do I have to show you how to talk to me? Why do you think it’s ok to fight in public?
It’s not ok. I’m not ok with having to constantly remind you that what you do and say may not be appropriate to display it in public.
I feel like we take one step forward and then three steps back because it’s times like these that make me want to just run out the door and never look back.
Or maybe run out the door to find the next one in line. You make this feel so… temporary.
I can’t help but to start looking beyond the horizon, just to see what else is out there. So I’m going to try one last time. But that’s it. Because I can’t cheat myself. I left one situation so I could enter a better one, not to go into a worse place. And this time, I’m very adamant. Adamant about not settling. And I’ll do whatever it takes not to settle this time around.
Because the last time I did that, I ended up losing my best friend and I don’t ever want to lose my best friend again.
So I will try one more time. But please, don’t fuck it up. Because the next time will surely be the last time.
Not taking anymore bullshit into my life,