You’re a very negative person and I am really starting to realize that leaving you really was the best option for me. You are not a fair person and you are not a person who really seeks change. I’ll grant you this: You really aren’t a bad person. But you most certainly don’t try to be better. I see you and I see nothing but dark clouds over you.
You have repeatedly told me things you would or would not do to hurt me, yet you’ve managed to hurt me or leave me out in the cold every single time. Why do I even waste my time with you? You really don’t belong in my world…He does. He belongs in my world. Because he’s different. He wants to love me the right way. How dare I even consider to have you back for even a second?
I asked you to split something up evenly because that’s the fair thing to do but you’re so damn rude you can’t even answer my text messages because you don’t agree with my proposal? Are you a little boy? My friends seem to think so and frankly, you act like a little boy all the time so i guess…If the shoe fits right?
What’s the issue with splitting things up in the marriage 50/50? You know, I’ve always gotten the short end of the stick in life but guess what? Not anymore. I won’t let you have control over my feelings. So if you decide that giving me part of the equipment I helped you acquire during our marriage isn’t something you are willing to do, then I’m going to do something to you to make you feel what I feel.
Do you know what that is? I will do nothing else but move on to bigger and better WITHOUT your help. Because the name of the game is to move forward on my own, and NOT drag you with me. You don’t have to be in my life and that’s ok. I will be ok.
Life will go on,